Drown Me in Slobbery Kisses

Kisses on my nose every morning at 6You’d nudge me awake with your slobbery licks
Paw prints on the floor, hair on my clothes
And those eyes that swore you’re not eating that alone
You stole my socks and guarded the door
Sprawled out sideways on my bedroom floor
Every single day, you made me feel whole
You were never just a dog — you were my soul
Tell me good dogs go to heaven
Where the fields are white and green
Where the tennis balls fly forever
And there’s steak in every dream
When you’re chasing butterflies
With the sunlight on your face
No more leashes, no more fences
Your tail wagging in wide open spaces
Drown me in slobbery kisses
I’m not ready to let go
Drown me in slobbery kisses
I miss my best friend
You knew all my secrets, never told a soul
Laid your head on my chest when I lost control
You danced in the rain, faced the vacuum with pride
And somehow always knew when I needed to cry
I still hear your tags when the world goes still
Still glance at the leash on the windowsill
And every meal feels empty and wrong
Without your eyes sayin’ that won’t take you long
Tell me good dogs go to heaven
Where the sunsets smell like peanut butter
Where you nap in golden beams
And you find the rainbow’s end
Where there’s a pot of bones and bacon strips
And a porch light on like it’s waiting for you
While you leap through clouds with your tail held high
And
Drown me in slobbery kisses
I’m not ready to let go
Drown me in slobbery kisses
I miss my best friend
What I’d give for your leash in my hand
For your breath on my knee like you understand
Just one more ride, one more tail tap beat
One more time hearing you snore at my feet
Drown me in slobbery kisses
I’m not ready to let go
Drown me in slobbery kisses
I miss my best friend
So wait for me at the gate just beyond the bend
With that goofy smile like you’ve seen your best friend
We’ll run again just like before
Down heaven’s halls and open doors
I’ll hold you close and drown in your slobbery kisses
GASLIGHT & GLITTER
Don’t call it boundaries
When you really mean
Silence
Control
Gave me rules
Called them boundaries
Then ghosted me like that makes you evolved
I don’t run from hard convos
You suck at conflict — call it resolved
Said not responsible for my emotional landscape
Then told me call a therapist for the pain you caused
Namaste my fuckin ass
Scrubbed your floors you kicked my ass
You call it calm I call it fake
Cancel people when truth’s at stake
I won’t vanish
I won’t shrink
Told me my tone’s too loud for your healing
While you ghosted calls ignored real feelings
Built a life left me out
Like I’m toxic for crying crazy for truth
I’d die for you still would that’s the proof
Labeled me unsafe
I needed a hug
Called me dramatic while sweeping the rug
Painted me broken made me the beast
While you played butcher at that family feast
Said not healthy vanished mid-feud
Called my pain aggressive ghosting mood
Needed space flipped the script
Now peacekeeper with a guilt trip
Claimed you’re calm while twisting truth
Ghosted me mid-sentence mid-life mid-cry
Said call your therapist waved goodbye
You call that growth I call it spin
Lit the match
Blamed the wind
Gaslight and glitter namaste lies
Truth in my chest where it lived too long
Label me too much I won’t shrink
Healing without honesty that’s abuse
Gen X raised on grit
We don’t block we clear the air like friends
Cleaned your floors you kicked me out
Called my grief a trigger my pain too loud
Said that’s your emotion not my job
Then cried to your therapist about my sobs
Weaponized silence mastered the fade
Blamed it on peace just a charade
Talked healing made it one-sided
I carried this love bruised uninvited
Called it boundaries I call it a moat
Built from excuses straight self-help quotes
Gave me exile I gave you life
Gave me shame I gave you the earth
Blocked unfriended staged your script
Played therapist with a trauma grip
Called my grief a personality flaw
Said I was triggered watched me fall
Twisted my pain into a power trip
Fake refrain on your filtered lips
Hid behind vibes called it mature
We resolve shit not ignore
I was taught to face it fix it speak
You do no contact
Gaslight and glitter therapy tone
Healing without truth just a game
Write your narrative paint me wild
I’ve been the villain the orphaned child
I rise in fire
You don’t get to hurt me
Then call me bitter for bleeding
Namaste my fuckin ass
Won’t beg love or relive our past
Block me mock me rewrite our tale
I’m the damn oak tree in your holy fairytale
No apologies for fire in my voice
You made a choice
Call it growth but you ran
I’m still here like I always am
Rage you buried love you’ll never know
Call it healing I call it show
Namaste my fuckin ass
Gaslight and glitter truth and flame
No more shrinking no more spin
Done playing small so you can win
Cancel me I light the match
Speak my truth never look back
Called it chaos I called it soul
You called me crazy I called me whole
Gaslight and glitter curtains drawn
I’m not the one who played the pawn
I’ve got receipts I’ve got rage
Years of grief and a goddamn stage
Said I was broken said I’m too loud
I say I’m free fierce and proud
Glitter in my war paint
You can’t delete truth
You can’t cancel blood
You can’t mute history
I was there
I am still here
And I brought glitter to the battlefield
Namaste
My fuckin ass
TONGUE & GROOVE
Tongue it right slip and groove
If the peach ain’t drippin don’t make a move
Don’t make me chase don’t make me beg
Slap me that bone and earn this leg
Come hit it right tongue and groove
Don’t just sniff it get in deep
Tease me once then make me weep
That Tootsie Roll won’t make me moan
I smell the meat now drop that tone
You bring the heat
I ride the bone
I’m drippin warm hips on sway
Climb on slow I like that play
Scratch my back ride that beat
Make me growl grind whimper repeat
Lick it
Slide it
Work that groove claim your feast
Thrust it deep unleash the beast
I’m drippin warm hips on sway
Climb on slow I like that play
Scratch my back ride that beat
Make me growl grind whimper repeat
Lick it
Slide it
Work that groove claim your feast
Thrust it deep unleash the beast
I’m drippin warm hips on sway
Climb on slow I like that play
Scratch my back ride that beat
Make me growl grind whimper repeat
You know what I like
Tongue and groove
Now give me that big damn bone